A volte sento soffocato e voglio essere solo. L'altro cronometra sento come c'è nessuno lí per me. Il sentimento peggiore è la solitudine, e lo sento spesso. L'aspetto di venire a me. Aiutarmi a sentire amato e voluto di nuovo.


Well...countdown begins, i suppose. 3 days til i am 25. weird to think about. really weird. Anyway....worked from home this afternoon. well i went to the gym and then came home and now i am working. lame. i know...there is just so much to do. spreadsheets and spreadsheets. i promise that i don't like microsoft excel spreadsheets. i look at too many of them in a day...some people don't like to see the same patients....and me, i don't like to see the same old spreadsheets.

blag!
sorry, i'm a bit grumpy.