So...wow. my life is sooooo weird. I guess when you need a pick-me-up, life will provide you with an abundant supply..but only if you work things right. I've got a HUGE case of the "Feel-goods" right now and it's so funny how this type of thing happend immediately following a sad or evil experience. So my heart gets broken...and then a million and one things happen to make it come alive and be happy again.

-Random "You look great tonight"s from your best friend
-Cute boys at work who grin when they look at you
-Random guys at the bar who come and talk to you and then tell you how perfect they think you are...but they don't even know what they are talking about
-Yet the random guy at the bar who doesn't know what he is talking about is amazingly interesting and rather good looking in his own sort of way so your heart beats really fast when he calls you 20 minutes after you leave him at the bar. (because yes, you gave him your number when he asked for it)
-good times out with the girls
-unexpected fraternity dance invitations
-money from the school to pay off bills (yeah..out of london debt..FINALLY!)
-snuggles
-feeling good in trendy clothes
-random fraternity brothers telling you that you must save them a dance...at the dance
-singing songs to the accoustic guitar
-i could go on...

so...life is seemingly good right now. I just feel like i am going to wake up and it will all have been a dream. I hope this isn't a dream. i deserve to be happy...and i am. Thank you...whoever, or whatever you are.