Wednesday, July 28, 2004

I'm having a rotten day. I can't really pin-point why, but it's rotten. I am very very ready to go back to school. It isn't that i can't live with my parents anymore, no. It's not that; it's more or less me needing my friends. I need to live on my own in a place where i am surrounded by people going through the same things as me, having the same anxiety as me, and working towards the same goals as me. Its hard to be home where you're away from all those people that you grew so close to. It's like a spring break that never ends.

Now don't get me wrong. i love my friends that i have here. I love them a lot. But things are different.  They all know what i'm talking about. It's not the same. Kasson/mantorville is boring and in our hearts, though we all love being together, we all have somewhere else we'd rather be living. May it be Iowa or the twin cities or Moorehead, or even Winona, we all long to be there.  So...in conclusion...Summer, i love ya, but you need to hurry up and go. I need to get back to school where my heart can be happy again!  (but just know..if you're one close to me at home..i love you all too...but you understand.)

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