so today my boyfriend leaves me, and i leave this town to go to the big matropolis of St. Paul...then tomorrow morning at the crack of dawn i leave for NEW YORK, NEW YORK! By the way, something you all should know; Chocolate is GREAT for breakfast! You should try it. So all of you...Breakfast is chocolate! gotta go..AJ is leaving me. :( bye

I waited and waited and waited...and now he is here!!! AQaron is finally here and i am happy! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY..it's been a month since i've seen him last. that makes me sad! BUT tonight mom and dad are taking Aj and me out to dinner at the japanese place in rochester and then we're going to a movie. so it'll be a good time with the rents. Today has been a lazy afternoon. I'm just not in the mood to do anything. but i do need to go shower...so i'll catch ya'll in the flip. Lates!

this cold...it's killing me. ugh!

"Excuse me, Do you have any Carcass Doccumentaries?" Who would walk into a barnes and noble and ask such a repulsive question??? None other than my beautiful aunt Jackie. She and my fabulous cousin Brianna walked into my place of employment and bothered me for a while. It wasn't a bad bother though, i welcomed it. Then i proceeded to have my snack/lunch with them out in the food court. It was a lovely afternoon i must admit. THEN my friend Mikey came in to see me and i was very very happy that he came in. It has been since last summer that i last saw him. TOO LONG!!! I miss that kid. A lot. He's a great friend of mine and I don't know if i could survive a summer without my Mikey. Hee hee...Today was a good day all things considered, minus the ill/cold factor. So yeah...Jackie, I've updated my page, featured you, and i gave a few extra tid-bits of information. So i hope you're satisfied! hee hee hee...CARCASS!

Oh and just so you all know. I am leaving for New York in ONE WEEK! i'm pumped! YAAAAYAYAYAYAYAYA!

OH and another thing....AJ is coming to visit me this weekend!!! YESSSS! i can not wait! I haven't seen him since the 3rd. It's time. Ok..anyways...gotta go. Love you all...See you and Thanks for stopping to see me those of you that did. You're the greatest!

LOVE YOU! MUAH

I AM GOING TO NEW YORK CITY WITH MY BIG BROTHER!!!! IT'S OFFICIAL!
yes, it is indeed official. I am leaving June 2nd and staying in the wonderful city until the 6th i think. I think we might go see the broadway show Wicked...supposed to be awesome!! but other than that i intend on spending some time and money in the stores. Oh i'm a sucker for clothes! Oh...here's a little side note. I love Biddy. For real i do. Back to it, I'm really truly going to New York City and i can't believe it!!!! WOOOOO HOOOO! Hopefully someday, when my dreams come true, i'll be living out there...or in Hollywood. Whichever will have me. It'll be GRAND!

But yea..The dork is at another game tonight...Looks like they might not win this one, but we'll have to see. Go Wolves. KG make my big bro proud! hahaha. (PS, he thinks you're beautiful!)



dork.

Alright, forst i want to say that Jamey...You're a DORK!!

secondly, i really haven't much to talk about. Nothing exciting or new happens in my life these days. Eh, i'm alright with that though. anyway..nothing new. don't be alarmed. HEE HEE

So, tonight i made homemade pizza with diana, we made food for my family...then we made cookies. So much for the diet my family was on. Turns out we all blew it today, so we decided "Diet starts tomorrow" I like that idea. I'm so sleepy lately. I don't know why. Maybe it is due to the late nights. OH well...

anyway, the other day at work (Barnes and Noble) i was standing behing the counter ringing people up and this woman walks in. She apparently noticed me because after she walked out of the store she turned around and came right back in. She walked up to me and said: "You might think i'm a fool, but i walked in and noticed you standing here and then i went and toured around your store for a while, and i notied you again as i walked out. Suddenly a little bell went off in the back of my head and i thought 'i need to go talk to her' so here i am. i was wondering if you'd like to me a mary kay model for me. blah blah blah..." Well...i was deeply flattered yet, a little weirded out. So she calls me today...and asks if i'd liek to come have a facial tonight and learn some application techniques and such. I told her, "well, i need to check with my mom and see if there is anything planned for this evening, i'll call you back." sooooo...

I called her back around 5pm and here is what i said..."Charity, I'm sorry i didn't call you sooner, but i was kidnapped by some wolves in my back yard. You see i live in the woods and the wolf population is enormous out here. I forgot to have my wolf repellent out and so they got me before i could save myself. They took me to their den where they politely yet, demandingly asked me to be their queen. I agreed, but soon fell hungry. They fetched me a clump of plants and told me to eat, but i needed something more. after they all ate, one by one they fell asleep, i crept away from the den and found my way back home. I just returned and called you as soon as i walked in the door. Sorry for the delay, but due to the horrible smell of Wolf toilet, i will be unable to come in and assit you at your party. Sorry for the trouble." She seemed very understanding and was greatful that i called. Interesting lady!

Well actually, i just told her that mom said we had to go out to dinner with my brother who lives in the cities....we didn't, but she bought it! so yeah. I'm FREEEEEE! welp, time for bed i think. Good night dears! LET ME HAVE A GLASS OF WATER!

HOOT HOOT.....

So, my last day of vacation is today. I begin working tomorrow at the Barnes and Noble. Time goes by so quickly. I tend to enjoy passing my time sleeping in my bed, however, there is so much beauty outside that i regret not having enjoyed. But you can't have that time back, you can only learn from laziness and appreciate the time you do have outside. Whatev...i'm rambling about the weather..and such.

I'm kinda feeling...eh today. I don't know how to explain it. Something is kinda turning inside...i don't quite know what. it's not like an illness...nothing like i feel sick, but my mind is just running overtime. (that might explain the headache?) I really need to talk to Aaron. He always makes me feel better when i don't know what's going on with me. Could be the begining of an anxiety attack..again..oh boy, wouldn't that be fun?! Well at any rate, he at least helps me to forget what i was thinking about and relax a little.
Being that he is 3.5 hours away doesn't make for an easy summer for me. I'm not enjoying this distance between us. I thought i would be fine, i did this one other time too, but it's hard. Very hard. Distance makes the heart grow fonder...right? Well in my case i think it does. And judging by his voice last night on the phone it seems that it may be having the same effect on him, but just because we're growing fonder, doesn't mean anything. I can't be with him. I can't spend time with him, talk with him face to face, see him do those silly faces that make me so mad sometimes. I can't get my daily backrub...now THAT i miss...hee hee. There is so much that i have to wait for until we have time off from work. then i can travel the 3.5 hours to see him...well whatev...enough sappy talk about me missing AJ...none of this will help. Oh well.

hmmm...so work tomorrow. ack. i best be on my way to relaxin...i'm gonna need some sleep pretty soon. good night everyone...sleep sweet.

I just had a terrible dream. I dreamt that i got no credit on my acting final which would put me at a C in the class. I was so upset beacuse first of all Gary (the prof) knew how hard i had worked on it, and secondly, there was absolutly nothing wrong with my presentation...It was supposed to be 2 minutes long, (we had done a final monologue) but supposedly mine wasn't even a minute. i was so angry...but then i wke up, good thing too, because i was about to wreck house. There was no way i was going to let him give me that grade.

I'm just glad it was a dream.

Happy Mother's Day all you moms. You make us proud! I love you Mommy.

I'm hungry...yes i realize it's only quarter after five in the morning, but i need to go get something to put in my tummy. that bad dream burned out all the other stuff i ate. hahaha, or sumpin. welp, back to bed for an attempt at more pleasent dreams.

CONGRATULATIONS JAMEY DEAN!!! YOU DID IT. I'M SO PROUD OF YOU. YOUR LITTLE SISTER IS PROUD. WAY TO GO. GO GET 'EM TIGER!!!

I'm home...it's nice. My own bed. My own room. My own friends. (although i miss the ones i shared) No school. No drama. All good times and Lots of sleep! (until school is out for the little kiddies...then it's early mornings and long days full of young boy behavior....oh the Stavlo's.) It's a mixed emotion kinda thing, but i'm glad i get to go back and see all my friends again. I miss you all...AJ...K-I-F-F. hahaha....night everyone! Nan...I love you!

This is it. I'm going in for the kill....two finals left...look out, here i come!

musta needed the sleep...just woke up...YAR

So, only one more day of finals then i'm home free. My dad came and helped me pack up my things today. It's kinda sad to be actually leaving. I mean, this change of location for me, from Stevens Point to SMU has been one of the best decisions i've made in my lifetime..(maybe one of the only decisions i've made in my lifetime) AT any rate, i'm very sad to see my friends go home. I don't want to leave them all. SO many of them live in Iowa or Wisconsin ar up in the Cities...so it's a bit of a trek to get to them...it's going to be difficult to meet up over the summer. A bunch of us went bowling tonight. I got 4 strikes in a row, don't ask me how i did that, because to be honest i don't have any idea. I ended the game with a score of 156 or something like that...it was amazing. I was on fire, but the best part is, i was with my friends, Aaron (aj), Aaron Reihl, Jenny, Lee, Sar (Vi), Shea, Kassie, and one of AJ's friends from back home named Steve. We had a blast. I won the first game...i just can't understand how that happened, but it ruled. And then i stunk up the ally the second game...i was horrible. Oh well, it was worth every second. I had a blast. Anyway, i'm going to get to bed...i need some sleep, these bags under my eyes aren't exactally what one might consider attractive...Welp...Good night my fair readers. I am in good spirits and i tend to end my day the same. OH and i almost forgot to tell you all how wonderful AJ is...he took me on a picnic in the bluffs today. How sweet..he made plans and told me not to do anything around noon...and then we went on a picnic in the bluffs...blanket and everything. it was beautiful. I'm so lucky guys!