what a gloomy day.

it sure is hard to be happy and positive when you have days like this, over and over. yesterday was so beautiful, WHY do we only get one day of that?


is anyone hiring? i'm sooooooo ready for a new job. i don't get any respect at this place. they take advantage of their employees and no one helps anyone here. you're on your own. I don't even have to say it, but i'm very frustrated with things right now.

I suppose on a more positive note: I got to carve pumpkins with my Beau the other night. Josh came over Monday and we put our creativity to good use. I had dinner waiting for him when he got to my house. we ate and then he helped me clean up the kitchen. After that (and after he devoured two or three of the cookies i had made) we washed off our great pumpkins in the bath tub (i climbed in with my rolled up jeans and did the cleaning, he dried them off--teamwork!) and we set to it. We saved the seeds so that Josh could bake them. He loooooves to cook and so he seasoned them right up and put them in the oven. after we carved our pumpkins we lit them on the front steps and got a few pictures. I took this one with my phone...it's all i have right now. His is the goofy one on the left, and mine is the mean bugger on the right. We had a blast carving the pumpkins and spending time together. I'm glad he was able to come over and do that with me. Was a lot of fun. Anyway...here they are. Happy Halloween!