I'm getting ready to go on vacation. I really really need this vacation. i can't wait to go sit in the sun and relax. I can't wait to not think about work, about anything else in my life. I just can't wait to just...be. Here i am today, in my purple shirt....working really hard to just keep on top of my work.


Apparently i have plans this saturday. My boyfriend won't tell me any details, but he had a S#*% eatin grin on his face last night when i asked him what we might be doing...So who knows. Valentine's day has NEVER been my favorite day of the year. In fact, i have a lot of reasons why i particulary loathe the day. Of course, despite all of that, i do always secretly wish to be swept off my feet and spoiled rotten on that day. It usually doesn't happen (aside from Mom and Dad...i appreciate that, but it's different) and perhaps that is why i dread the day every year. Unrealistic hopes for a silly day? perhaps. Either way, i'm hoping just to enjoy myself and my time with Jason on saturday. It's just another day, afterall.

life is exhausting. I need a red bull.