well, it's official. I am an insomniac. I cannot sleep. Of course, i was sleeping fiiiiiine...and i was expecting a phone call, but it came much later than i had thought it would. so i slept from 10-midnight, and then woke up to a phone call. now i cannot fall back asleep. Of course i was pleased to get the phone call...and the caller even said that they don't like calling me late because they know i can't get back to sleep...but i was happy to have gotten the call, so i said "nonsense." Now...i am awake. I keep drifting into sleep and am quickly pulled back into awakeness. it's awful. I just want to close my eyes and forget today..not think about tomorrow or the upcoming weekend or plans for new years. I just want to sleeeeeeep.

that's not too much to ask. a person should be able to call me, talk to me, and then hang up without having to worry that I won't fall back asleep...i should just be able to sleep.

I got a new computer for christmas, and i'm really excited about it, but i don't think the "j" key works very well. I always have to go back and retype the "j" or hit it twice. hmmm...that's unsettling. Anyway, christmas was good. was soooooo nice to go home and see family. I enjoyed my time there....and the food that just kept on coming. mmmmmm! I"M FREEZING. My bed is hot, but i can't sleep..my room is freezing, i have the space heater on, but i still can't sleep. waaaaaaaah!!!

ok i guess i'll go back and just lay there, pretending like i can actually sleep. maybe i'll trick myself. HA! funny joke. ok...night friends. i hope you all are sleeping well.