I keep having this dream...every night it goes a little further and last night it went too far. The dream goes:

I'm associated with these people, one is an older man and one is Allison Sweeny (the woman who plays Sammy on Days of Our Lives), and we all hang out at this house together. For some sick reason, these two people keep coaxing innocent people back to the house and put them under and then carve out their left kidney. Then they try to do testing for cloning and stuff like that with the kidney. This time, they had ME coax my friend Noah,(who is also my supervisor at work) back to the house to see how clean our friend's room was. He always kept it a disaster, but he had cleaned it up amazingly this time. Allison called me outside for a minute, so i went out there to help her find firewood or something and i was trying to tell her that what they were doing to the innocent people was sick and wrong. I told her that Pigs had similar organs to humans and that they should be using pig kidneys rather than humans. She told me that yea, that was true, but it wasn't the same and they needed human kidneys. Besides, no one had died from the operation...yet. We went back into the house and Allison grinned at me and went "oh yeah, you gotta see this" Panic struck me as i peeked around the corner of the kitchen and saw two kidneys and a bunch of meat laying on the counter. I screamed out Noah's name and ran upstairs only to find my bedroom light on. I went into my room and saw a HUGE bloodstain on my bed and the man was in the bathroom cleaning off a knife. I started to cry and called him a monster or something to that effect and he just laughed and went "it had to happen sometime..." I ran down the stairs and then somehow woke myself up.

I keep having this kind of dream...where my friends are stealing peoples' kidneys and i don't know why i keep dreaming it. I felt awful about it when i woke up. Just sick to my stomach and i wanted to cry. Noah is such a nice guy, why did he have to die in my dream? Couldn't it have been a random stranger that rides the bus every morning? I got to work and had to chat Noah to make sure he was still alive. he is..and he has both kidneys. He laughed at the dream and thanked me for my concern. But i'm still unsettled. grrr....there is something wrong with me.

something very wrong.