I finally have some good friends. (these girls help me make it through each day!)
Sara, Megan, Hilary
Megan, Lindsay, Hilary
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I keep having this dream...every night it goes a little further and last night it went too far. The dream goes:
I'm associated with these people, one is an older man and one is Allison Sweeny (the woman who plays Sammy on Days of Our Lives), and we all hang out at this house together. For some sick reason, these two people keep coaxing innocent people back to the house and put them under and then carve out their left kidney. Then they try to do testing for cloning and stuff like that with the kidney. This time, they had ME coax my friend Noah,(who is also my supervisor at work) back to the house to see how clean our friend's room was. He always kept it a disaster, but he had cleaned it up amazingly this time. Allison called me outside for a minute, so i went out there to help her find firewood or something and i was trying to tell her that what they were doing to the innocent people was sick and wrong. I told her that Pigs had similar organs to humans and that they should be using pig kidneys rather than humans. She told me that yea, that was true, but it wasn't the same and they needed human kidneys. Besides, no one had died from the operation...yet. We went back into the house and Allison grinned at me and went "oh yeah, you gotta see this" Panic struck me as i peeked around the corner of the kitchen and saw two kidneys and a bunch of meat laying on the counter. I screamed out Noah's name and ran upstairs only to find my bedroom light on. I went into my room and saw a HUGE bloodstain on my bed and the man was in the bathroom cleaning off a knife. I started to cry and called him a monster or something to that effect and he just laughed and went "it had to happen sometime..." I ran down the stairs and then somehow woke myself up.
I keep having this kind of dream...where my friends are stealing peoples' kidneys and i don't know why i keep dreaming it. I felt awful about it when i woke up. Just sick to my stomach and i wanted to cry. Noah is such a nice guy, why did he have to die in my dream? Couldn't it have been a random stranger that rides the bus every morning? I got to work and had to chat Noah to make sure he was still alive. he is..and he has both kidneys. He laughed at the dream and thanked me for my concern. But i'm still unsettled. grrr....there is something wrong with me.
something very wrong.
I'm associated with these people, one is an older man and one is Allison Sweeny (the woman who plays Sammy on Days of Our Lives), and we all hang out at this house together. For some sick reason, these two people keep coaxing innocent people back to the house and put them under and then carve out their left kidney. Then they try to do testing for cloning and stuff like that with the kidney. This time, they had ME coax my friend Noah,(who is also my supervisor at work) back to the house to see how clean our friend's room was. He always kept it a disaster, but he had cleaned it up amazingly this time. Allison called me outside for a minute, so i went out there to help her find firewood or something and i was trying to tell her that what they were doing to the innocent people was sick and wrong. I told her that Pigs had similar organs to humans and that they should be using pig kidneys rather than humans. She told me that yea, that was true, but it wasn't the same and they needed human kidneys. Besides, no one had died from the operation...yet. We went back into the house and Allison grinned at me and went "oh yeah, you gotta see this" Panic struck me as i peeked around the corner of the kitchen and saw two kidneys and a bunch of meat laying on the counter. I screamed out Noah's name and ran upstairs only to find my bedroom light on. I went into my room and saw a HUGE bloodstain on my bed and the man was in the bathroom cleaning off a knife. I started to cry and called him a monster or something to that effect and he just laughed and went "it had to happen sometime..." I ran down the stairs and then somehow woke myself up.
I keep having this kind of dream...where my friends are stealing peoples' kidneys and i don't know why i keep dreaming it. I felt awful about it when i woke up. Just sick to my stomach and i wanted to cry. Noah is such a nice guy, why did he have to die in my dream? Couldn't it have been a random stranger that rides the bus every morning? I got to work and had to chat Noah to make sure he was still alive. he is..and he has both kidneys. He laughed at the dream and thanked me for my concern. But i'm still unsettled. grrr....there is something wrong with me.
something very wrong.
Monday, April 16, 2007
Well, i haven't posted in a little while, so i thought i would give a quick update. Life is good. the weather is finally wonderful outside. I got some new clothes and i'm just tickled pink about it! I had a great weekend of hanging out with the roommates and brother/other friends. It was wonderful!
Friday i went out to Happy Hour with my new friend Sara. So much fun! She's a wonderful woman. I'm so excited to be making new friends. It's hard to feel so alone, but i'm slowly making my way up here. I'll be fine. When i got home I went out with Charlie and one of his friends. We went to a bar and ate and had a drink, then we came home and played Wii. until about 4am. Then i went upstairs to go to bed...Charlie decided that i should go up to my bed because i was sleeping on the couch while they played Wii...i guess sleeping in bed is a better choice. Huh, who knew...but when i got up there, his friend wouldn't leave my room. he kept coming in and trying to bother me...i didn't get to sleep until after 5 because of him. Finally Charlie got him to leave me alone...and leave the house! Thank goodness for Charlie!
Saturday i went shopping at Southdale by myself. Got some real cute clothes! i was proud of myself for finding the mall all alone! GOOD JOB MEGAN! The that night i went out with Kate, Jess and Deez (Kate's roommates), Jamey, Sean, and Moose and we ate and then went bowling. Cousin Brice and Jenny were to meet us at the alley, but they pooped out after seeing a movie, so we didn't get to see them. I was sad! Soon we will...After bowling we went home and I watched Charlie and his other friend play Wii bowling. (that is my favorite game to play right after Life and Sorry! Oh and any kind of card game with my Nan!)
Yesterday, i went over to jamey's for a BBQ with Kate, Jamey, Sean, and Moose. Again we invited Brice and Jenny, but they didn't answer their phone...so we didn't have any luck. :( we spent the day outside enjoying the beautiful weather. kate and i went for a walk and got a little exercise in. We were feeling really lazy, so a walk did us some good! I went home and putzed around..did some laundry and went to bed at about 12:30am. I am a fool for staying up so late, but i am not tired today. The beautiful spring weather gets me going in the morning and there is no need to be sleepy and lethargic all day. Tonight is the gym with Kate and Jamey and probably Sean...then home to finish laundry and go to bed early. I hope!
So...there's that. I'll post some pictures later when i have them. I am at work and i don't have any photos with me, but maybe tonight when i get home i'll post some from the weekend. We had a lot of fun!
Friday i went out to Happy Hour with my new friend Sara. So much fun! She's a wonderful woman. I'm so excited to be making new friends. It's hard to feel so alone, but i'm slowly making my way up here. I'll be fine. When i got home I went out with Charlie and one of his friends. We went to a bar and ate and had a drink, then we came home and played Wii. until about 4am. Then i went upstairs to go to bed...Charlie decided that i should go up to my bed because i was sleeping on the couch while they played Wii...i guess sleeping in bed is a better choice. Huh, who knew...but when i got up there, his friend wouldn't leave my room. he kept coming in and trying to bother me...i didn't get to sleep until after 5 because of him. Finally Charlie got him to leave me alone...and leave the house! Thank goodness for Charlie!
Saturday i went shopping at Southdale by myself. Got some real cute clothes! i was proud of myself for finding the mall all alone! GOOD JOB MEGAN! The that night i went out with Kate, Jess and Deez (Kate's roommates), Jamey, Sean, and Moose and we ate and then went bowling. Cousin Brice and Jenny were to meet us at the alley, but they pooped out after seeing a movie, so we didn't get to see them. I was sad! Soon we will...After bowling we went home and I watched Charlie and his other friend play Wii bowling. (that is my favorite game to play right after Life and Sorry! Oh and any kind of card game with my Nan!)
Yesterday, i went over to jamey's for a BBQ with Kate, Jamey, Sean, and Moose. Again we invited Brice and Jenny, but they didn't answer their phone...so we didn't have any luck. :( we spent the day outside enjoying the beautiful weather. kate and i went for a walk and got a little exercise in. We were feeling really lazy, so a walk did us some good! I went home and putzed around..did some laundry and went to bed at about 12:30am. I am a fool for staying up so late, but i am not tired today. The beautiful spring weather gets me going in the morning and there is no need to be sleepy and lethargic all day. Tonight is the gym with Kate and Jamey and probably Sean...then home to finish laundry and go to bed early. I hope!
So...there's that. I'll post some pictures later when i have them. I am at work and i don't have any photos with me, but maybe tonight when i get home i'll post some from the weekend. We had a lot of fun!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Monday, April 09, 2007
Well, i hope you all had a very nice Easter...i know i did. I have a whole lot of sitting and training to do today, so i'm going to be SURE to make it to the gym tonight and work out. Too much eating and too much sitting isn't a good combination. Soooooo, i'm going to remedy that.
Anyway, just wanted to check in and say Happy Easter, happy Spring, and Happy thoughts! I'm alive and doing well. Got my big test this week to make sure i know my stuff. Cross your fingers for me.
gotta jet. Love!
Anyway, just wanted to check in and say Happy Easter, happy Spring, and Happy thoughts! I'm alive and doing well. Got my big test this week to make sure i know my stuff. Cross your fingers for me.
gotta jet. Love!
