I smell like a sports bar. I went out to eat with Rick and Pam tonight...it was so much fun. They took me out for my birthday. mmmm good food. I'm really tired lately. I feel like i get no sleep at all, when in fact i get plenty. I don't know...must be the cloudy weather.

So i have to contemplate the upcoming weekend. Jamey, my brother, wants me to join him for an excursion to Duluth to watch Katie (Aaron's (his roommate) girlfriend) play volleyball. Then Jamey told me something about a haunted house, and i'm not gonna lie here...I'm terrified of haunted houses. I hate to be scared and i HATE it when those dumb people touch me. when they reach out their nasty arms and try to touch me. I cried at the silly State Fair haunted house. That's not even a scary one, but i hate to be touched. Can i just tell you how badly it frightens me. I really don't want to go into the haunted house in duluth, but if i go with them to watch katie, i know they'll make me go...i'll have guilt if i don't know. AND jamey knows that i get guilty about the dumbest things, so he'll use it to his advantage..he'll make me feel all bad for not coming..AHHHHH! it's a lose lose situation. If i go i'll cry, if i don't go i'll have guilt. *sigh* i hate this. hee hee.....

It's absolutly beautiful outside tonight. The air is crisp and the stars are out. It makes me wish i had a special someone to go on walks with and watch the stars. *sigh* sometimes the single life is a bummer. Oh well...i have to get some homework done. Maybe i'll procrasinate and go watch stars with Melanie. If i can find her...she's not my "special someone" as i don't have one, but i love Mel..she's the bestest! Ok...night all!