UGH!!! Why must my computer be broken still? I'm rather tired of all this...sending my computer away. WHY CAN'T SHE JUST BE NORMAL..LIKE ALL THE OTHER COMPUTERS? I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS! hahaha....well as long as she's normal by the 23rd...then i guess i don't really care. i have computer access....just not always when i need it. so yeah.

I worked tonight...spent my evening working on a crossword puzzle that doesn't have clues....You have to guess which letter goes with which number and it all has to make sense...it's really hard, but really fun. Anyways..that's what i did at work today. i hid back in Kids...Got [paid to take a 30 min break (Was only supposed to be 15) and zoned children's classics and children's poetry. Let me tell you how exciting that was for me. well i'm not really going to tell you...you just have to read it in the right tone of voice.

So, Tonight, As i'm working on my crossword puzzle...i'm losing track of time and i'm getting very very into the puzzle...suddenly a loud manly voice booms through the speakers in Barnes and noble...Nearly jumping out of my skin, i steadied myself and caught my breath. "ATTENTION BARNES AND NOBLE CUSTOMERS...THE TIME IS NOW 8:55 PM AND THE GATE TO THE APACHE MALL FOOD COURT WILL BE CLOSING IN 5 MINUTES. THANK YOU." I thought i was going to have a heart attack. The funny thing is..that's not the first time that's happened to me. A couple days ago Staci, my manager, almost made my heart stop with an announcement too. i guess i just get so into what i'm doing that any sort of loud noice scares me to death. I suppose it didn't help that i had my head right by the phone speaker tonight and that's where the sound comes from. duh...

Anyways...Diana is coming over and we're going to eat cookies and watch Monster's INC...we may even play Monster's INC Memory! All thanks to Heidi Butt. She's the best! WOOOO HA!

Oh i got some goooood blackmail material from David...and tonight..while i was working i made sure i hung it up where everyone could see it. David dressed as a woman for Halloween...he went all the way..shaved his legs and arms...put in the fake "chest" and did his make up...you name it...well,someone took a picture and i stole it from him. It is now hanging in the breakroom for all to see. HAHAHAHAHA....wait til he sees it...He's gonna love it!! hahahahaha....ok...must go...i gotta get into my jammies..i need jammies for monster movies. Night everyone!!!! RAWR!

So i had a blast at Nan's last night. We played Rummy 700 until 5am. It was sooooo much fun. We talked the girl talk and giggled ourselves silly. Cards lying down is a difficult thing, but fun just the same. Anyways..i had a really good time and tonight My Nan and my Kinzie are coming with my mom and dad and me to a honker's game. We have free tickets. Baseball night! wooo ha! Anyways...hope you are all well...I'm sleep and need a shower. Later!

Oh and if you're reading this....i hope the trip went nicely and i really hope you're well too, I think you know who you are! *hugs*

I am going over to Nan's house. We are going to play rummy and i might just end up sleeping there. How fun is that?? YAYAYAY!!! Yes, i know people...it IS 2:40 in the morning...but...when you're young..you don't run out of energy so quickly! AHHHH! The adventures! Welp..must be going...gotta go grab pillow and blankey! NIGHT!!!

Ok, i met Carcass..he's such a sweetheart! Carcass Hunter. No...this is not a joke...that's really his name. He's the new cat of my brother's appartment. But mum's the word..no pets allowed! So yeah..My new roommate finally called me today. SHOCKING NEWS! who would have thunk that SHE would actually call ME...she sounds like a real....i don't know...i gotta stop with this assuming thing...i'm just assuming she won't be cool. That i won't like her. Only because i miss Kelly soooo much. I wanna live with Kelly again...not April. AHHHHH. i don't know. hopefully if she sucks...i'll be too busy to spend a lot of time around her anyways. well anyways...don't complain until you have reason to complain i guess. so i should stop.

MY JEN CALLED ME BACK!!!!! I'm so excited...i got the "Megan Rathban." she always used to call me that when we worked together! I miss her so much. But i plan to possibly go see her over spring break. I may also go to AZ...but i'll have to see what's up. Anyways...I gotta go. Hope all is well. Lata!

I'm realizing how hard it is to think about transfering to another school. I miss all the people from Stevens Point. I miss everything...except the doing nothing part. I'm excited to start new, but sad to realize that i'm leaving Point behind. It's odd.

I gotta be to work at 9am tomorrow, so i best be off to bed. Goot Night!

Oh boy...sloppy Joe's and sweet corn. mmmm. New cars and baked goods. MMMM. Can today get any better? Diana got a new car...i'm guessing. Heidi and i are supposed to bake...I'm pumped. However, where she is? i dunno.

PET PEEVE #1: "I have one of those cards...umm...the, aaah, booksaver card." You don't save books you save MONEY!! PEOPLE! Don't you get it...think before you speak!

PET PEEVE #2: "Yeah, I'm looking for a book, but i don't know the name and i don't know the author, but it's about _______(you fill in the blank)" UMMMM...OK? How am i supposed to help you if you don't know anything about the book??? We have MILLIONS of books...can you be more specific please??? Again, think before you speak..we don't know EVERYTHING!

LEFT OUT: I think i missed the nation-wide memo today. Was there like ten-thousand-million people wearing PINK today or what? I swear every other customer that came in was wearing pink...and there i sit, the one who didn't get the memo..wearing BLUE AND WHITE. well next time i'd like to be informed...Thank you!

ON A LIGHTER NOTE: I'm home and i'm pumped to be here...gots no real plans and i don't work until 4 tomorrow!! I CAN SLEEP IN! WOOO-HA! Welp...I must be going now...i've vented my fair share today! MUHAHAHAHAHA! i'm really not ornery, just full of pet peeves today. People are so....YAR!

Got her butt beat in 500 Rummy that Diana did. we ended it at about 12:45am...the score M: 435 to D: 415 I WIN! WHOOO HA! Anyways..i must work in the morning...at 9 am..which means this one has to be up at 7:20ish...i'm going to be dead tired. I guess it's all part of being me. tiredness...it's a constant! Ok..Can't wait to see Heidi tomorrow!! YAYAYAYA! gotta get..night...zzzzz

So people have decided that it's ok to e-mail me. My family decided to leave me...at least i still have Gram and Gramps G. they'll be here...but i'm basically on my own for three days. HOW CAN MY FAMILY DO THIS TO ME? hahahaha...will someone read this and remind me to call Stephanie Contag please? I miss her and i keep forgetting to call her...it is much to late at this hour, but maybe when you remind me, it will not be so late and i will call her! Thanks!!!
by the by...Chester woods was a no go. I went to Noodles with Diana instead. hee hee. It was yummy, but i can never finish all the food. too much noodles for me. so yeah..i think i'm gonna hit the hay. Good night all.

Last night i worked until 10. Then after work David had told me to call him, so i did...i went over to his friend's house and i kicked David's butt in Mario 1. I'm awesome! hahaha. I didn't get home til late, so it's a good thing i don't work today. Oh the life of one who doesn't keep track of time well. hahaha. Come and go as i please. *sigh* on anoher note...
I'M GOING TO CHESTER WOODS TODAY WITH DIANA AND MAYBE KINZIE (if she calls me back)...Sorry nana..i just never know when you're home..and well...Diana reserved me for today! oops! Anywhooooo...i best be going..i've got to eat something before i vanish into thin air! hahaha. NOT POSSIBLE! Must go...Having a good time at home...on the range. Excited for school?? yes, but having a good time here just the same. Must go...famished. BYE!

Why does no one e-mail me...makes megan very sad....booo.

I finally got to see Brandon today!!!! It was so good to see him again. I've missed him so much. He finally got me to go 4 - wheeling with him. all through high school i wouldn't go, but today...he got me. anyways...it was so good to see him. I've missed Brandon...he's such a good friend to me and i'm glad i got to spend some time with him.

I work tomorrow morning...kinda excited about that one!!!! but yeah...anyways..enough about that and stuff....tee hee hee hee. i need to go to bed, i'm sleepy. Good night...sleep tight...muhahahahahahaa

I MISS SARIE!!!!! i talked to her yesterday on the phone and i miss her so much. We can talk about anything and everything...and i miss talking with her in person. I just realized how good of a friend i have in her..and i miss her soooo much!
Anyways...i need to go get a backrub..my back is soooo sore from doing Pilates today....ugh...it's tough to get in shape! Anywhooooo...good night! sweet dreams all! hahahaha! EEP!

I HAVE A COLD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SUMMER!!!!! this is rediculous. hee hee..i have to go call Sarie....not much to say....ok? ok...bye all!!

I was late for work today. How awful! I was supposed to be to work at 10am so i set my alarm for 8am...well the song went off and i thought to myself "i'll get up when the song is done playing." i guess i didn't because my dad came in my room and said to me "don't you have to work today?" and i looked at the clock..it was 10am. I was supposed to be at work. I called my manager and told her i over slept...then i got ready in 25-30 min..and got to work at 11:15. how wonderful is that?! pretty impressive for a girl.

Tonight i went over to Diana smith's house to cheer her up. she was having a rough time...and so i went over to make her smile..i bought her the book "walter the farting dog" let me tell you...it' the funniest book i have read in a long time. it's a children's book about a dog who is misjudged and misunderstood (he farts a lot). it's quality reading. Anyways...somehow i got suckered into helping diana's little/big brother wash out his dred-locks. They used hot water and dawn dish soap to start...it cuts grease you know...and wax/grease is what holds those clumps of hair together...well we got them sort of out...and then we went onto conditioner and picks. We loaded the detangling conditioner into his hair and started picking the dreds apart. After about 3-4 hours...i finally finished. (i did most of it because Nan just had surgery as i said before...i didn't want her to stress herself out!) His hair is totally damaged, but it is no longer in dreds..and it is longer than my hair. He's going ot get it trimmed up and all that stuff...it's sooooo dry and damaged. ish. and don't even get me started on how much hair we pulled out of that poor kid's head. if he was smart he would have just cut his hair...but no..he wanted to try and salvage the long locks. what a dork! Anyways..i had a good time doing it..no regrets. we bonded, Eric, Diana, and I, we bonded as a family! hee hee..we are family! Right Guys?!?! So yeah...i've had a busy busy night..it's time for megan to go to bed. I am pooped. I get the day off tomorrow! YAYAYAYAYA...Mom and i may go into rochester and check out the barnes and noble...*wink wink* hee hee hee.....Good night!!!

last night when i got home from work (which happened to be 1:00am) i went in and woke up my mom and she and i went on a moon-lit walk. it was so beautiful outside that i just had to go on a walk. It was so nice. I mean come on, how many times in your life will your daughter want to go on a walk with you at 1 am?? it was a special thing. i rather enjoyed myself. I had a lot of energy to burn off too. Work gets me all worked up and then i can't sleep when i get home. so the walk did me good.

Biddy decided it was ok to sleep in my room last night. She is such a silly cat. I left my door open for her and i brought her in bed with me. she thought that it would be nice to sleep ON me. not next to me or anything...ON me. so Biddy slept half on me and half off last night. I didn't mind. My kitty never sleeps with me at night...always in Mom's room. She left sometime in the night and then came back this morning. I tell ya, it feels real good when she walks on my back in the morning. As silly as that sounds..it actually does. So yeah...i guess i'm gonna have to try and get biddy to sleep in my room more often. She's a dear!

I need some fruity pebbles. so....gotta get. lata!

What a wonderful day. I got up at 9...went to Winona and checked out the dumpy dorm i was put into. However, i had my mommy and my Chicken there with me, (Chicken = Kinzie) and we had a good time. We got to go spend some time with Jake the dog and we hung out all day. We even took a nap in the car on the way home from Winona. hee hee! Slept in the Target Parking lot i guess...mom had to stop? Anyways...we went to the game as i wrote earlier and then we rented a movie, "Punch-Drunk-Love," very strange. i guess i was confused, but let me tell you..i wasn't the only one. Diana AND Kinzie were confused as well. I guess i'm going to need some expert explaining from my dear big brother..he knows everything. hee hee. Anyways...i think i'm gonna play a little bookworm. ok? ok...i gotsta win...indeed i must! I get to work tomorrow from 4-11:30..yay me!

Oh and on another note...tonight i had to wash Diana's hair and Kinzie had to braid it because she only has the one hand to do things with...as the other has just been messed with and it hurts...so that was exciting! hee hee..kinda fun..and diana just LOVES all the special attention she getting...IT'S NOT GOING TO LAST FOREVER! hee hee...I love you Nan. *MUAH*

Ok...good night all!

WOOOO HOOOOOO!!!! Going to go to a softball game with two of my best gals (Kinzie and Diana) and we're gonna root for MR. RUZEK!!!!! He's so hot! hahahahaha. Well he is...seriously. Anyways...we gotta look good..this is a big day for us. hahaha.

My Nan (diana) is doing better now..she recently had surgery on her hand and she is doing quite well...of course it hurts from time to time, but with drugs and a little distraction she gets through.

I went up to the cities on Tuesday and spent the day with my brother...then we watched America's Next Top Model...and boy was the whole clan disappointed. Elyse didn't win...and if you ask me, i think she should have. I didn't watch the show before tuesday, but it's a crock. If what they are looking for is blonde bimbos or robo-chicks then i guess they made the right choice, but if they're looking for someone who is real...not all this fake bimbo model stuff..then they let her go. ELYSE SHOULD HAVE WON!!!! ok..that was deticated to my beloved brother Jamey, who made me french toas and eggs in the morning *awwwww*, and all of his friends...the rest of the clan. hee hee...SORRY GUYS...REALITY SHOWS ARE DUMB (but i still watch them)

Anywhoo....it's about that time..i should get going so i can get to Mr Ruzek..i mean...the game on time. Have a good night all of you! WOOOO HOOOOOO!!!!

*sigh*....

In life there are many questions that we don't know the answers to...but i am a firm believer in the idea that someday everything will become clear to us, at one time or another, we will understand. Time will tell us what we need to know. Be patient, for good things come to those who wait and everything will be as it should in the end.

sometimes a little reminder is good for us all. Love you all...

I'm so sleepy...i worked today, and it was all very interesting. i kinda got thrown into any place they needed me at any certain time. i was the "do it all" girl today. that takes a lot out of one. Luckily David Aleman was there to keep me entertained. He's a good guy. Fun to work with...I work again tomorrow...duh..and i have to go to the stupid doctor...for what..i can't remember...prolly to see if my meds are still working...yes yes..blah blah blah. do i really need to go in or can we have a phone conference. i think i'd rather just talk to her over the phone. it is really important that she sees me?? i don't think it is. Anyways..i'm exhausted. I've had a long, draining day. Time to sleep. Good night.

I went to the park with Mikey tonight. I had a very good time...actually i went to Perkins with Mikey then to the park. I just got home a little bit ago...and as you can see...it's late/early...i have to work at 1 tomorrow. so i best be off to bed.
4TH of July was good...I hope you all had a fabulous 4th. i know my family did!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! Anywhoooo...sleep calls to me...i must answer. Good night...sleep tight...oh and Megan S...Thank for stopping by today...i'm so glad i got to see you again! Missed you! (Megan S is a friend of mine from Stevens Point!) Good night everyone! *hugs*

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!!!! have a good one!

I'm at Nan's! How fun and Exciting. I miss nan soooo much. She is cleaning her room...6days until her surgery...don't worry people..i will be taking care of her. oh yes..i will. I will be a busy girl again, i'm going to be working and then taking care of my nan and trying ot get ahold of Heidi, however she is going on vacation soon i fear! this is bad. but yes..nan is complaining because it's hot in here..i don't feel the heat...and we're singing "it's the remix to ignition..." goot song to sing for fun. hahha....okeee....in the words of pooh bear "i must be going now." latre gator!

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!! i got my lap-top back tonight!!! I'M SO EXCITED! My grandma and Grandpa Gerber are finally here! I'm so thrilled to have them here. I'm excited to catch up with them and chat with them and spend time with them. It's been 2 years since i've seen my Grandpa, and a year since Grandma's been here. It's been too long. However, they are here now, and all is well. I'm reading the harry potter books..i've finished the first book and now i'm trying to get through the 2nd one. i LOVE these books...but yeah...i'm tired and i need to read more harry potter...and have some ice cream...LATER!!!! I HAVE MY COMPUTER BACK!!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!!