Everything's coming together. I'm getting really really excited. Took my dress in for alterations yesterday. It's going to be beautiful..and the bustle..Oh the bustle will be....well, you'll see! :) All you blog readers of mine, get ready to help out...the help request will be coming your way, any day now! woop woop. anyway, i got excited. it's less that 100 days away!

This is me, sitting at my bistro set, outside...reading...because i was locked out of the house last night. Josh was at school and the cats were inside meowing at me. Nothing i could do. Thank God i had a book (The Shack, if you haven't..read it!) to keep me company until Jan (josh's mom) was able to come over and let me into my house with the spare. Guess what we're buying this weekend..You guessed it, a garage keypad. (and hide-a-key so i can stash a key outside somewhere) Oof..this week needs to be over.

Ho Hum.

I don't want a do-over today, But Lord, if you could just make me invisible tomorrow, You'd really be doing me a big favor.

Today I felt like a failure at work.

It's not a good feeling to feel. Just seems like everything that came out of my mouth was wrong. Everything that I wrote in my emails was wrong. I just feel like today, I wasn't cut out to be a professional. Makes me depressed.

There's a knot of anxiety in the pit of my stomach. Knowing tomorrow is another day doesn't make me feel better. Today was a disaster.






Maybe if I just wish hard enough, I will become invisible tomorrow. *sigh*