I don't appreciate being left in the dark.
someone please shine some light on the subject for me. THANKS!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Monday, July 16, 2007
I'm exhausted. even though i went home this weekend and slept in, i still, still feel like i got no sleep. I guess i was up until 4am on Saturday night, and then last night i was up until 11. i can't go to sleep nights, and in the morning i feel ridiculously tired and then wonder why. I'm an idiot. I hope this week goes by quickly with some exciting uplifting events. (though in my cynical Monday attitude, i highly doubt that will happen)
I haven't seen anything very inspirational these days. Sometimes there is something that one will see, a flower, a sunset/sunrise, a beautiful bird, and it just makes one stop and think. Makes me want to be more, do more. I feel a bit inspired inside, but it's nothing burning. something is building up...in the back of my mind, something is happening...but something is brewing.
speaking of brew...this coffee at work is horrible. maybe i've been spoiled this past year with coffee from foreign lands. This crap we drink here...basically dirt in a coffee filter, requires so much added attention to make it even drinkable, that i wonder how worth it this really is. I'm looking into getting some good foreign coffee shipped to me, only problem is, i have yet to figure out what the name of the stuff is. This is where Kate and Pam (her mom) come into play! I want to see if i can't order some of the coffee that kate brought her mom back from Amsterdam. If I can get the name of it, then i can do a little research. Then maybe i can be happy. hehehe...coffee happy.
I need a massage. a really good back and shoulder massage...for free. I don't have anyone that can give me one. My roommate that i used to dish that work out on won't talk to me anymore...and frankly, asking him for a back massage would be ridiculous. He'd probably spit at me or something. hahaha. I wish he'd grow up.
The Fray said it best: Everyone knows i'm in over my head.
I haven't seen anything very inspirational these days. Sometimes there is something that one will see, a flower, a sunset/sunrise, a beautiful bird, and it just makes one stop and think. Makes me want to be more, do more. I feel a bit inspired inside, but it's nothing burning. something is building up...in the back of my mind, something is happening...but something is brewing.
speaking of brew...this coffee at work is horrible. maybe i've been spoiled this past year with coffee from foreign lands. This crap we drink here...basically dirt in a coffee filter, requires so much added attention to make it even drinkable, that i wonder how worth it this really is. I'm looking into getting some good foreign coffee shipped to me, only problem is, i have yet to figure out what the name of the stuff is. This is where Kate and Pam (her mom) come into play! I want to see if i can't order some of the coffee that kate brought her mom back from Amsterdam. If I can get the name of it, then i can do a little research. Then maybe i can be happy. hehehe...coffee happy.
I need a massage. a really good back and shoulder massage...for free. I don't have anyone that can give me one. My roommate that i used to dish that work out on won't talk to me anymore...and frankly, asking him for a back massage would be ridiculous. He'd probably spit at me or something. hahaha. I wish he'd grow up.
The Fray said it best: Everyone knows i'm in over my head.
Monday, July 09, 2007
Well, this weekend was good. Lil Miss Katy Jo had her birthday party on Saturday and it was a success i think! Seems like everyone had a good time. Gin and Tonic was the drink of choice...rather refreshing I'd say. YUM! I had never had one before, but I think I might have a new drinky that I like. My Mommy was up here too, she was in the cities at the Basilica Block Party with my aunt Michelle and their friend Sherry. It seemed like they had a good time. I'm glad. Yesterday Mom went grocery shopping with me and helped me get my fruit all cut up and stored in containers. So much that you learn from a momma. Things i need to know, but never thought about. Hmmmm...
Tonight I will take Brianna to dinner. I'm so excited to see my cousin. I miss her so much. And while we were in school and such we didn't see each other much, but it was a little different. I mean she wasn't married and I was in the same town as her...things were so different. They aren't bad now, just different and I don't see her as much. So I'm eager to spend some time with her and catch up. I have so many good memories with my cousin, and I can't wait to make more as we grow up and learn new life lessons. Always be the best of friends though. I love you, Brie! You are my Cuzzin! Anyway, i hope we get to play tonight!
Well, i better get some other e-mails caught up. I'm behind on staying in touch with my friends. Ugh...even e-mail is hard to do. but i won't complain. I could have to write out a letter and mail it with a stamp! This way is free! hehehehehehe and to a girl who is pinching pennies, this is a good thing! So...blag. On with it.
I will post pics from the party at a later time. I don't have them here with me...WAIT...i do. I'll post them later. In the meantime...have a great day!
sorry this post was lame. UGH!
Tonight I will take Brianna to dinner. I'm so excited to see my cousin. I miss her so much. And while we were in school and such we didn't see each other much, but it was a little different. I mean she wasn't married and I was in the same town as her...things were so different. They aren't bad now, just different and I don't see her as much. So I'm eager to spend some time with her and catch up. I have so many good memories with my cousin, and I can't wait to make more as we grow up and learn new life lessons. Always be the best of friends though. I love you, Brie! You are my Cuzzin! Anyway, i hope we get to play tonight!
Well, i better get some other e-mails caught up. I'm behind on staying in touch with my friends. Ugh...even e-mail is hard to do. but i won't complain. I could have to write out a letter and mail it with a stamp! This way is free! hehehehehehe and to a girl who is pinching pennies, this is a good thing! So...blag. On with it.
I will post pics from the party at a later time. I don't have them here with me...WAIT...i do. I'll post them later. In the meantime...have a great day!
sorry this post was lame. UGH!
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Well here it is folks. It's Tuesday and i'm so tired already. Went to the gym last night though. Thank goodness for even a tiny bit of motivation. Anyway..here is sit at my desk tired out of my mind.
Looking forward to 4th of July celebrations at Gran's tomorrow!!! This, i realized yesterday, is my second favorite holiday of the year! Christmas, then 4th of July, then Thanksgiving at Gran's! My three favorite holidays....besides "Megan Is AWESOME" day..which is actually a holiday in Canada and not the US, but just the same. Celebrating a holiday in my honor is a day well spent! Ok..coming down off my high horse. Back to reality. zzzzzzzzzzzz. Don't wake me, i plan on sleeping in.
Looking forward to 4th of July celebrations at Gran's tomorrow!!! This, i realized yesterday, is my second favorite holiday of the year! Christmas, then 4th of July, then Thanksgiving at Gran's! My three favorite holidays....besides "Megan Is AWESOME" day..which is actually a holiday in Canada and not the US, but just the same. Celebrating a holiday in my honor is a day well spent! Ok..coming down off my high horse. Back to reality. zzzzzzzzzzzz. Don't wake me, i plan on sleeping in.