that was a loooooong long party, and his birthday has only just begun!

Happy 21 Justin!
Photos from the night...he's a happy boy! YAY for you! 21!

Goooood Morning readers!

Well, my time here back at SMU has been nothing but tiring and full of burden. All i can think about is this dumb thesis that i have to write and how much i don't want to work on it. Then there are the numerous other papers that i should think about starting because their due dates are coming up in the next week or so...yuck. My head is pounding...i think it's because i am an insomniac and can't sleep..ever. I can never fall asleep until like 3 in the morning and then when i'm at school i have to get up at say...7:45 to get ready for class. It's not...NOT my cup of tea. Yes Mom, when i was home i slept in until 1 every day, that's because i could...but when you put it into perspective, i only got about 10 hours of sleep..then my body woke me up and said, yeah it's 1pm, but you've had enough sleep now, so get out of bed. And then i did. But this morning, i didn't fall asleep until 2:30am, and then had to be up at 7:45am. THAT is not enough sleep for me. I have that sweet smell of Vanilla coffee brewing in my room though. That smell that will NEVER go away. It left over break because i wasn't here to make coffee, and my room smelled so fresh and clean, but now it will smell like coffee from here on out. GREEEEAAAAT!

ACHOOOOOOO!

goodness, i just sneezed. It's the lack of sleep i tell you! Ugh, i better try to get some stuff done. Use pockets of time, that's what ma always told me. So i guess i will. i have a time pocket right here, right now. so use use use i shall.

Thanks ma and pa for everything this last week. it was good to be home and not have to fend for myself for a while. Ahhhhh, good food, warm fires, fuzzy cats, life was good. Back to work. Love you!

Dreams of a beautiful land...far far away.

Dreams of a beautiful land...far far away

  

well, i'm sitten here at home and i've got some things i need to do, but i don't feel like doing them. I have the whole week off from school and so i'm going to spend it here, at home...being bored out of my mind. but i suppose, that's the way it goes. Anyway...i'm going to spend my break doing things that I WANT to do...just for me. it'll be nice. i never get to just relax and do things my way how i want to do them...so that's what this break is for. AND i hear my bridesmaid dress is in for my Cousin's wedding, so i have to go pick that up and maybe spend some time with my Auntie...that would be nice. I must also visit my Gran at some point in this week, she said she might be willing to hem some of my pants for me...well hem one pair and let the other down...so it would be nice to have that done, but also to spend some time with gran and Gramps, maybe we can play chicken feet or yatzee or something...like we used to do. that would be nice! Anyway, i'm gonna go work on a project for my English Seminar now, ugh...i hate projects, but i'm a little excited about this one. Harlem Renaissance...Duke Ellington and Louis Armstrong. should be fun to report on. (it's like an old school presentation like 5th grade report style) i LOVE those! so i'm gonna go do some research for that. Thanks for reading my boring blog! hahahaha, such is the life of me. boring thus far.

I can't sleep. I spent 9.5 hours in the library tonight working on an annotated bibliography for my senior thesis, and i drank some coffee. (2, 16oz cups!) and well, i can't sleep. I'm exhausted, but i just can't seem to keep my eyes shut. I'm cold, the windows were open in my room, i can't breathe out of my nose...it's stuffed for whatever reason, and i keep thinking about things i need to do. I just wish that i could go to sleep before 3am. i guess i have the next half hour to make that happen. Gotta be up at 7:45am...so i don't plan on being very alert in my classes tomorrow, but am i ever really alert in class? no..not usually...i am attentive and i listen and pay attention, but i am not alert! hahaha. ok...well i am going to go and try to make msyelf sleep. I tried Ibuprophen, i tried thinking of blackness, i tried spraying "relax" pillow spray (what good is that when your nose is stuffed?) nothing works...so i have to wait it out. drink lots of water so that i can flush the caffine out of my system..yeah right, that doesn't work, it just makes you have to go potty a lot. that's not fun either. well...*sigh* i could ramble on for ages, but i won't. nigh' nigh'.

so i was wrong..thanks Big Brother for making it work for me....my computer is dumb and doesn't do anything i ever want it to..there is always some kind of problem whenever i try to upload or attach things. i just get so frustrated, but thanks for helping out!

Megan's Johari Window

well i guess no one can do MY johari window beause it won't work. no matter what i try to do nothing will work. so i give up. i guess i'm not allowed to have ANY fun when it comes to stupid internet links and doing things simply...there is no simple way for me to do anything and nothing ever works for me. can you tell i'm angry? well i am!

i hate HTML.

Well,

Happy Valentine's Day

i'm not a fan of the day myself, but i suppose i will wish you valentine fans a happy day anyway. I woke up with a headache this morning and that was not cool. But yeah, here i sit in class being as bored as i can be. My teacher is late and i'm so tempted to get up an leave!!! My head still hurts an i'm getting a cold. not good. Oh great, here's the teach. Anyway...here's your valentine.

Hey check this out and do it for me...just curious.



Thanks!

so i wanted you all to know that i have a job interview at a place that must not be named. I am desperate and in need of money, my own money..thank GOD that tax money is coming back...it isn't much on my part, but, it'll have to do. in the mean time i'm going to damage my pride and work at this other place...it could be worse i suppose. there are places i vowed NEVER to work, but come on, this is low on the totum pole. whatever. you gotta stoop sometimes...anyway. i need to eat breakfast and get ready for my presentation today. dumb presentation. they are silly. ok...YA!

"south beach is the best place to party anywhere because you can just get out there [on the dance floor] and be a rock star!"

stupid. I thnk people on TV really should think about what they're saying before they say it...you can get out there and be a rock star? wow. i already am a rock star! hahaha. kidding. i kid. anyway, i don't have much to say except..Hey KMDT...you did fabulous yesterday and i'm proud of you no matter what happened! woo hooo!

if i don't eat chinese food soon i think i'll die.

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I just wanted to say...LIAM CALLED ME!

i'm really excited about that. I haven't heard from him in a long time and it was really good to hear from him again! We're both always so busy that it's hard to stay in touch...not to say that i don't think of him often, i just don't get around to calling as much as i'd like to. But anyway, he called me and we talked for a while! It made me miss him! (i miss you Liam...come visit!)



Anyway, who invented research anyway? I have been researching for a loooong time and i'm sick of it. Frankly my dear, i don't want to do it anymore. (i know that's not how the saying goes, but that's how MY saying goes.) I want to watch a movie...so i'm going ot research one more thing and then get to a movie. I'm kinda sleepy, but i drank coffee to warm me up, plus it's vanilla flavored coffee so it smells wonderful! ARGH! school blows!

Well, i suppose i should post. Saturday night i went home to do laundry and see my mom and dad. It was a good time. Then on Sunday i got up and finished laundry and went into rochester to meet my cousin, Brianna, at David's Bridal. She's getting married in October, in case i haven't mentioned it. AND all her bridesmaids were home so we hunted for the perfect dress. We found one that looked great on all four of us and we ended up changin the color from Apple to Wine. It's a very pretty color and i'm happy she chose it! THEN after that, and with a bit of peer pressure we took Brie to the mall and got her ears pierced for the first time. She was a bit nervous, but once she was fully convinced she was all about getting it done. The last i heard she was loving the new holes! BUT, i guess i haven't talked to her since like 7:30 last night. She had a birthday party last night for the family and close friends. It was a b-day/superbowl party. Speaking of the superbowl...i don't even know who won! oh well...anyway, i should be getting to the gym..I need to meet justin there for our workout. Ugh...i don't wanna. but i must...bleh

HAHAHAHA!

behold...

HAPPY GROUNDHOG'S DAY!!!!!!

Hokay...so this is a blog by Justin. We're bored so i thoughtr i'd let him write a few things!!


The way I see it, I think its always a good idea to carry around a couple of sacks, that way when someone comes up to you and asks: "hey can you help me with [fill in the blank]", you can just tell them: "Sorry, I got these sacks."

Thats all I have to say about that...


oh dear justin! this is why i luh you!