A new page is turning...and i have no objections...there is nothing i can do to make time stop, so life goes on as it does. Let the page fall, I'm curious to see what's on the other side.

i don't understand...I'm back at school and already wish i was at home.

Well, my time here at home is drawing to an end. It makes me sad. I wish i had more time to spend here. I'm just not ready to go back to school. It's just so monotonous there and there is so much drama (NOT caused by me thank you!) I'd rather be home for a while. I get to see Timmy...i get to talk to my friends. It would be great just to school from right here. Why do i have to go live in a dorm? Why do i have to deal with rediculous people? Is it fair for me to say that i'm ready to be done with college. I want a real job, i want a real life where i struggle to make ends meet. I want to live in an appartment by myself. I want to just be done with school and the dumb dramas that go along with it, and just have my own life. A real life that isn't sugar coated. Something that i can mold...a raw life that i can make my own. It's a complex thought of mine, but basically i just wish i was done with college and schooling. I want to be an adult now. I'm beyond ready! SO that's my take.

Now onto dumb things like homework. What a drag. Guess i better procrastinate and fine my cats...they're outside. Brrrr. Cold Kitty Paws!

IT'S SNOWING!!!!!!!


Biddy and Isabelle woke me up and won't let me sleep, so now i'm sitting in the living room with them while they watch the snow fall. it's addorable! I love my cats. I think i'll have some toast. As long as i'm awake i might as well eat something. Enjoy the snow people! It'll be pretty for like a month. (then it will need to leave) tah!

So far..this in life are good. I have no complaints from the past few days. Cept maybe to say that i'm really tired and i'm going to go to bed. Good night all! Sleep well! Have a great weekend!

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone! Eat Turkey! mmm.

Oh my Gosh...i have so many things due right before break i could puke! Do you all realize that i just smashed my finger in the bathroom door. OUCH...today is going to be a looooong day. Very long day. UGH! I hope you survive it.

Kelly was here!!! I had so much fun with her. We went to a bar to watch a band play. I'm friends with the guys in the band..and since i am 21 i got into the bar and she was on the "safe list" so we went to watch them..don't worry Dad, i didn't drink at the bar...no drinking. BUT kelly was getting hit on HARD CORE by these two really ugly guys. It's the hair...she has fire red curly hair. soooo pretty, but yeah they wouldn't leave her alone and we ended up having to leave afer an hour and a half. Then we went over to my friend Liam's and hung out for a while. We stayed there until..oh 1:00ish. The we came back and ate a lot of junk food and went to bed. It was soooo much fun. We made an excursion downtown Winona today. we were trying to find the backery..which after 45min we found and then turns out it is closed on Sundays. WHO DOES THAT? so yeah. I must confine myself to my homework now. I have a lot to do. AND i have plans for the evening...so i better get crackin. I miss you all and can't wait to come home for Turkey Day! Even though it's going to be the weirdest Turkey day i've ever had. WHAT ABOUT THE LEFSE?? Anyway...i must run. I will update again...when i feel like it. MUAHAHAHAHAHA

Well...i've been MIA for a bit...but i've been keeping busy and staying happy! So no worries there. I have great friends who make me so happy just by being a part of my day. I love all of them! Today i was trying to do my homework and Justin came out with his guitar and tried to learn one of my favorite songs...and i was singing along. and i got nothing done. THEN i went to get my music for my Cabaret audition in January and He played the Piano while i sang and we drew a small crowd! The hall director came out a couple of times to see who was making all the beautiful music..and then a couple girls who actually live in the room right below me came out and were like "oh my gosh...you guys, that was awesome. You sound so good. Very nice" and so on. it was nice to hear. I belted it! And it felt DARN GOOD! So eat that...haha. I'm really tired...it is 2:15am and i am just not ready to sleep yet. But i am exhausted. whatev. I need to do something productive if i'm going to be awake. sooooo..good night all!

Go here and check it out!! It's my brother's first project at Target completely done by him! It rocks my world!! Nice Job Pook!


http://target.com/kickfliplivin/product.jhtml

I've been busy busy busy tonight. I got my focus story done for reporting and i took care of Justin all night. He's not feeling well, so i took him to the store and bought him popsicles and i've been checking in on him every so often. What a great friend i am. I feel i kinda owe him though..he's been a great friend this past week.

All of my friends have been great this past week. APRIL MICHELLE JOHNSON just called me a "DUNCE" who says that? How rude. i take that back about ALL my friends...hahaha muhahahahahahahaha. Oh boy. I need to read a play for class, but i thought i would just let you all know that i had a pretty productive night and i'm hanging in there.

ps. KELLY MICHELE JENQUINE IS COMING TO VISIT ME ON SATURDAY THE 20TH OF NOVEMBER!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT! A SLEEP OVER WITH MY OLD ROOMIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! KELLY...YOU SMELL LIKE FISH!

Thank you Mommy, for coming and spending the afternoon with me. I'm really really glad i got to spend that time with you. It was so good to see you and i had a lot of fun. I miss you so much...thank you again!

i'm gonna stick to the plan i have with you...because that's what you do when you care about someone. you stick to the plan.

I find it hard, hard to let go
And you are entitled to know
You have brought nothing else but bliss
A great deal of frustration
Voluntary occupation
Driving me insane and off the wall

And we were free to choose each other
Now it seems like something other
Have you placed me where I stand?
We turned caring, like a mother
Afraid to lose each other
It got us this far
Now problems are:

I have no bags to pack
No suitcase waiting in the hall

I'll get by with a little help from my friends...

"and as far as i can see right now, i want you to be my happy ending."

talking to my momma! i love her.

Yesterday was a busy busy day. I went to a hockey game with aaron and then out to lunch with his roommate and family. Then we went back to his place and i took a nap while aaron watched the Badger's game. (Badgers won...beat Gophers 38-14) Then we went bowling with A bunch of friends and we came back to SMU and went to Blue Angel. It's a kinda talent show put on by the music frat here...it's a musical showcase more or less. And that was a good show...then we came back to Gilmore (my dorm) and watched a movie..which i fell asleep during. so i went to bed. It was a good night. I had fun, but now today i have a lot to do. tons of homework to get done. blah! I best start on that! Bye

I finally have clean sheets and clean clothes. It's good to have a roll of quarters. Hint Hint. Anyway...time for bed. I GET CLEAN SHEETS!!!! Good night everyone! Have a good weekend!

YIPPEE!!!!

I'm tired...it's been a long draining day...but a good day altogether. I got to see my daddy and i got some issues off my chest. So...bless today and may tomorrow be better.

I voted...but i really don't like election day! It makes me nervous and there are so many liberal minded people who go to school here...they all hound me for liking Bush...and i say...keep it to yourselves people. I don't care what you think..so you shouldn't care what i think. There..i said it!

I just want you all to know two things...

1. I am sick of the rain.

2. A certain cousin of mine, namely Brianna, needs to update her page. I'm bored with it.

that is all my friends. that is all.