BIG FISH....go and see it. Good good movie. Ewan McGregor is wonderful. ok...very good, moving movie. i liked it and i approve!

I cna't believe it. Last night i studied astronomy for 3 hours straight, don't ask me how i had such an attention span, but i did...and the test today was sooo hard. i don't know how i did on it, but i sure don't feel wonderful about it. He gave us a study guide, i used it to study, it was no help at all. I even read all the chapters...nothing. oh well, we shall see the outcome. The important thing to look at here is that i studied for 3 hours and now i know what Vonk's tests are like so i can study better next time. Hmmm..nap time. I love naps. they are wonderful, my salvation, my...well i just like them. ok..good night. zzzzz

here is my collection of food from the caf. hey...i can horde it...i'm paying for it! so i thought you'd like to see what i got. hee hee. eatin healthy!

Ok, so i just used the word "Mint" in an e-mail. How cool is that? I don't even know why i said it, it just came right out of my fingers. how strange. Ya know... I've realized that if you have brain block at night when you're trying to finish your paper that is due the next day, it is best just to goof off the rest of the night and forget about the paper and then proceed to wake up in the morning and finish it, then go back to bed. It's a beautiful idea and i don't know why i never tried it before now. my paper was crap to begin with, but i have the opportunity to re-do it at the end of the semester if i don't do well on it. i have no idea how this teacher grades, so who knows? Maybe she'll like it. *crosses fingers* so yeah...anyway time for some good ol' solitaire!! Lata

Thank you to all of you who are praying for Sara...This is a very difficult time for her and her family, so your prayers are appreciated.

It's a glorious thing when one goes to play rehearsal and gets a rehearsal skirt and some shoes and then is not used for a very long time so one can get much of one's homework completed...but then one must sit on stage for 20 minutes doing nothing only to find that after one exits from the stage, she is no longer needed at rehearsal. SO now, one has just wasted two hours of one's evening. oh how i loath wasting time doing nothing. So that's the story of my life every night. Sea Gull rehearsal is more of a waste of my time than anything else. But, being a part of the show will only help me get bigger parts in the future. it's redic how this all works.

Girl's night was a blast. we made a fort in the lounge of Benilde and we laid there and watched movies and we had some pizza and cinnastix from dominos. it was a lot of fun. no boys allowed, just girls all night. i had a blast! I need to do that more often with my girls...i miss them. Anyways...i'm happy to hear that my brother can finally put to rest his yearning for the final episodes of twin peaks. It's about time. Alas, his little soul can sleep. I must be going now....i hope all is well where you are.

I've decided that i need a girl's night. So tomorrow night it will be Sarah (VI), Mel, Dolly? and me...and we shall have a girl's night. We shall make a fort and watch movies and play games and be girls. (actually i don't know if it will all go like that, but heck..it'll be good no matter what we do.) I've been so busy and blah lately and i haven't had time for much socializing. The socializing i have done isn't bad by any means...i just realized that i need a night of girlyness. It should be good. Ahhh...Beethoven, the bird, and a code red mountaindew. Nothing could be better right now....*sigh* It is time to eat. God Speed!

I'm so sleepy...i think i'll go to bed. But first...i must say...that my life is surrounded by so many people that i love and care about. i can't even begin to name you all, but i want to tell you that i love you all and i am so glad you're in my life. I'm praying for all of you...and i'm hoping you're well. It's time for bed now. This grump needs some sleep. *HUGS*

So...this is a tribute to my wonderful friend Melanie. I've decided to do tributes every so often to people who mean a lot to me...and are available for me to capture them with my digital camera. Melanie is so wonderful and she does math with me...she also has acting class with me and we may be in Laramie project together as media people who simply take up space on stage. should be a good time. Anyways...here are a few pictures of my Beloved Mel.

First we have Mel and a horse, Rusty, that lives out behind Mary's Hall.



Aren't they cute? Next we have Mel riding the horse, or attempting to anyways. It seems as though they've made quite the bond.



"Oh Thank you for the Ride Rusty" This is my Mel petting Rusty with gratitude. They seem to be getting along. I'm sure he enjoyed the attention Mel...



WOAH RUSTY! Perhaps i interpreted his feelings for Mel wrong. BAD RUSTY...do not attack!



I'm sorry, i have no more pictures...i had to run to the aid of my beloved Mel. I can not bear to tell how this lovely tale ends...Please, keep Melanie in your prayers.

I just want to let you all know that i did not receive the part of NINA. i'm slightly bitter about that, ok i'm really bitter...all the favoritism in this department..i can't wait till I'M a favorite. anyways...i'm still in the show with a small part as "the housemaid." don't know how i feel about that, but i guess it gets me in there to prove myself worthy of a bigger part once again. she'll see that she made the wrong choice. but nothing i can do about it now. haha. whatev...i'll be the best damn housemaid she's ever seen and she'll be so sorry that she didn't want me as Nina. She won't make that mistake again. hahaha. Yeah...venting as you can see. But whatever...time to go. see ya!

still no results...."you're killen me Smalls!" ok, so anyways...i locked myself out of my room, and now i'm in aaron's room because i haven't anywhere else to go really. April is missing in action. no one knows where she is. hmmmmi guess i'll have to wait for her. i might be hangin out with veronica tonight (aj's sister) it should be fun...if i can get back into my room. i look blah. hehehe. so yeah. anyways...have a good night everyone.

Call Backs for the Seagull went really really well. I am up for one of the main characters...I'm nervous as hell. (pardon) It's between myself and two other girls...one of whom had the lead in Bernarda Alba. I just don't know though...I stand a very good chance i think...it's just so nerve-racking. i don't even know if i spelled that right. but yeah...

Gram G...You're in my thoughts...no worries everyone..things are fine. Wanted to let you know though, i'm praying for you. I'm praying for all of you. Love you all...(all my friends and family) Good night.

I just want to let you all know that my computer does not work and so i must use April's computer to check e-mails until my computer works. I will not be updating my page because i won't have my computer...naturally. So hang in there...updates will be on their way. I am back at school now and i just had my very first class at 9:15. It's going to be fun i think. Astronomy. Should be a good time, and i heard some great news, they changed the way the course is set up and now i no longer have labs out doors. They used to have to go outside and look at the sky and stuff, but because they changed some things, i don't have to do that in sub-zero temps. YAY! Anyways..i have to go take my baby computer to the shop to make it all better. Till it is fixed...tata!

So today was my last day of work at BN...finally back to school with me. It should be a good time. I'm really looking forward to starting my new classes and then complaining about how much i hate them...hee hee...it's gonna rule. So yeah. I have to buy books and i can't even understand how i'm supposed to afford that. this is REDONKULOUS! i'm not made of money. in fact...i haven't any money really. whatev.

sooooo tomorrow i leave for school. break was wonderful...AJ came to see me,as you all can tell by the pictures below. wunnerful time i had! I am tired though..need to get some sleep so i can pack it all up tomorrow and be on my way. YAYAYA! I'm going to miss Ma and Pa though. Thanks you two for all you did for me over break. I love you and i will miss you. *HUGS AND KISSES* love love...

Here's some pictures from New Years Eve 2003...What fun!







And now for some blackmail! Here's to you Lee!



Good Times, Good Times!

Happy New Year Everyone! It's 2004!!!!