Blaaack socks, they never get dirty. The longer you wear them, the stronger they get. Sooooooometimes i think i shoud launder them, something keeps telling me "don't wash them yet. Not yet not yet, not yet...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT yet!"

oh the good old days of "ticka-ticka tee tee ticka ticka ta" Elementary school was the greatest!! My biggest concern was what color of biker shorts i should wear with my new t-shirt and whether or not i should sit next to the cute boy at lunch; he may be cute, but he still has cooties! Then we grow older, and school gets so dramatic. HE LIKES HER AND NOT ME...WAAAAAAAAH. i'm glad to be past all of that business. However we soon reach high school and things get complicated. School becomes more imporant, but the distractions are almost unbearable. Life becomes one big mess and it is our job to get to the bottom of it. It's stressful, but in the end enjoyable just the same. I came out of high school not regretting a thing. College is a big step. It's going from the comforts of high school to a new land. A land where no one knows your name, nor do they care what your name is. In college you are a number, just a number among hundreds of other numbers. It's hard to grasp at first, i went from having many friends and loads of support from family (friends as well) to being 4 hours away with no one. (minus you Sarie...and a few others, you have all stood by me! and you know who you are!) Now i sit here and reflect upon my freshman year in college...i don't know what to say about it exactally. I enjoyed parts of it (it isn't over yet..about a month an a half left) but for the most part, it was terrible. Next year is a whole new start for me. A fresh beginning. I hope that fresh beginning with it brings a new happiness...something i can love...something i can be proud of...something worth all the work. But oh, to be in elementary school again.

Hey hey hey all...I posted a huge long post earlier, but...somehow it disappeared..i don't know why it does that, or where it all goes, but it's gone...so we'll have to make due with this new information.

My Beautiful and Talented mother sent me a wonderful e-mail tonight...and i opened it..and was curious why there was the Saint Mary's logo on the top of the attachment, but i ignored it and read on...i got to the second paragraph and much to my surprise it was a letter from the Vice President of Admissions and he was telling me that i had been chosen to receive a Music scholarship for $1,500. HOW COOL IS THAT?? it's renewable for 3 years!!!!! WOO HOOO..that's a lot of money...hee hee. I'm in the process of getting my housing info in and getting another scholarship sent in. Essays are killing me, BUT it's free money!! so yeah...i think it's time for bed...because it's actually the 30th...when to me..it's the 29th...so yeah...who knows anything anymore. I must go...

I LOVE YOU FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!!!! hee hee...giggles...laugh laugh laugh.....ok ok ok...enough...later

YAYAYAYAYA!! I GOT TICKETS FOR THE PLAY TODAY GUYS!!!! we're in the FRONT ROW BABY! we'll get spit on prolly, but it'll be worth it. hahahaha....I hope the seats aren't too close...it was either that or waaaay in the back on the way side...so..i opted for the front. ha!

Ok..Now i know you can all relate to this....It was the greatest of great things. okok...Now you know how when you're walking down the sidewalk or hallways...or you stand up from crouching down in front of your locker (this was me in High school all the time..hahaha..shhhh) or something and you suddenly realize that you've got a wedgie...but you don't want to pick it because someone will see you? WELL today i was walking down the sidewalk (no i didn't have a wedgie) BUT i saw a girl walking out of the science building and she just dug right in and picked her butt!!!! SHE was brave...she didn't care that someone might have seen her (and they did..because i saw her!) It was great..i laughed to myself....i don't know...i guess it seemed funnier at the time. But...i don't know..i guess most of us can relate...i remember all of you in high school "oh i have a wedgie...but he's looking at me..i cna't pick it yet" i know all about you....I remember...just admit it...you've been there done that. Now wouldn't we all feel better if we just picked without care? hahaha...Maybe...I'll not go there...

Beautiful day out, but they say it might T-storm tonight...i'm kinda excited i hope it does. I don't know if i'm going to go visit Mario at Hip Hop tonight...i don't really feel like it. i think i'm gonna go and work out on my own...perhas i'll send my sheet with someone else to get it signed by Mario...hahaha..no harm done in that! Yeah, well..i need to go...I've got a nap that's calling my name or something...i don't know...to bed early. I've not been sleeping well these past few days....kinda crabby today...but i guess when you don't get much sleep that'll happen. *sigh* nap time...

The funniest thing i've heard all day

"i'm not going to tun this into a critter identification course..." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!

I just got back from the horrible midterm exam in History. It murdered me to say the least...however..i do believe i passed the test! so this is good. But yeah...beautiful day outside, maybe i'll play some frisbee later on. Let's hope so! Have a good day everyone...I'm sooooo relieved that i'm done with this exam...however...the results come thursday...so..we'll see. aaaaah!

so wish me luck..i have a mid term exam in the morning..i need all the luck i can get. History...SUCKS THE BIG ONE. and believe you me...it won't be good. aaaaaaaah

The newest bestest song i own...

Green Eyes by Coldplay

Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand
The green eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you
And how could, anybody, deny you
I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter now I met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
Green eyes
Honey you are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know
The green eyes, you're the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who tried to deny you, must be out of their mind
Because I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter since I met you
Honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
Green eyes, green eyes
Oh oh oh oh
Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand

i really really like that song...i LOVE Coldplay..i think i'm in love with the band..we're getting married. haha...just kidding..i believe there is a specific papasan chair that i am going to be married to...*sigh* i wait for the day i will meet this papasan...someday right? you did promise. keep your promise..you hear me? i miss you! *sigh* 10 days

I am back from spring break...i made it home alright. I had a good relaxing spring break and i got to spend time with the people i care about. so yeah...too much to write in this little place..so i'm not gonna...but f you're really curious then you can e-mail me...anyways..i got to eat broccoli and ranch tonight..mmmm..and a grilled cheese. t'was goot. ok..well i haven't much to say..i'm tired...i'll possibly write later..haha..we'll see. NIGHT!! @-->----

Happy Birthday Big Brother....i know that it is actually the 22nd now...BUT...i haven't slept yet, meaning it is still today..and today is your birthday!!!!
I got to hold a baby today!! My friend Mary had a baby 5 (6) days ago...Lilliana Morgan...she is beautiful...i went down to Winona to visit my Mary and her new baby girl....and it was so wonderful! Beautiful baby..and Mary Looks great too! THEN i went to St Mary's to drop off my scholarship information..and i met with the choir director there...i listened to the Chamber singers sing...they were good...i want to be a part of them. Wonder if i'll be able to. hmmmm... Heidi was with me..she actually drove...it was nice to spend the whole day with Heidi...i miss her. But yeah..wehn we came home from Winona..we picked up Sunny from school and took her shopping all afternoon. it was so much fun..i miss Sunny too...hee hee...
I went to see the play at my old high school tonight too...Our Town and it was awesome!!!! They did such a wonderful job with it. I really really really enjoyed it...I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! But yeah...i'm hungry..and i don't wanna eat anything, so i'm going ot go to bed. Sleep well..and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMEY!!! I'll see YOU tomorrow...PAR-TAY!

sooooo....Good Luck is really Bad Luck? I'm confused....HA

soooo seepy....time for meggy to go to bed. Good night world...sweet dreams!

WAR.....What is it good for?.....Absolutly NOTHING! BLAH!

Rain, Rain, go away, come again amaddo....I don't like rainy days...unless they decide to be stormy days...i don't mind spring storms, but i'm not a fan of the dreary sprinkley days...boring. They make me tired and kinda, blah feeling. What happened to the warm weather and sunshine we had a week ago? Maybe it is that way in Steven Point, but it sure isn't here in Minnesota, more specifically Mantorville. Ack..i can't take it anymore..i'm going to go find the sunshine...i must have to travel to the other hemisphere...that's not such a bad idea...SEE YA!

Well for those of you who who don't know...I applied at St Mary's in Winona for next year because of the budget cuts in Point. There were going to be some big cuts into the theatre program and they were talking about cutting down the number of majors that they let into the program and not letting in any more minors...well..i would like to be a theatre minor..and so that wasn't going to work for me. SO i decided to take my money and my talent elsewhere. I applied at St Mary's a couple of weeks ago and i got a letter back today...turns out I GOT IN!!!! I'm going to St. Mary's University next year...i'll be close to home and i'll get to do the things i want to do...theatre, dance, sing...you know...the MEGAN things. I'm really psyched...and all that stuff...anyways...I thought you'd all like to know that i made it into the school, so i will eventually have a change of address...so yeah...i'll keep you posted! WOO...time for bed..night...OH and wonderful job all you singers this evening..choir concert was wonderful! yayayayaya! I MISS SARIE!!! (boo...hope you're having fun!) ok..night night

Well...Happy Birthday to Lilliana Morgan...i can't wait to see you and your mommy!! And happy birthday to another mommy i know...i haven't much to say..other than the fact that i'm tired and hungry..so i must go to bed so that i don't eat anymore..hahaha. My cats are wild...really wild. so yeah..going to bed..Happy St Patrick's Day...and Happy Birthday!

i get to go home tomorrow. i'm pumped. However, i started with three other girls in my car with me, but then two pulle out, they found another ride. Then the last girl just told me tonight that her sister was going to be bringing her home, so now i am spending the whole 4 hours alone in my car. :( any of you can feel free to call me though and chat. However for most of the ride i have no service...so if you call and i don't answer..leave me a message. Anyways...today was a goegeous day! I spent it hanging out with my roommate..we did some walking around campus and such. ahhh a lovely day! and i'm going to go play a game with her before we go to bed. so..have a good day everyone...Love you all!

Today i feel...blah...kinda just ready for spring break. No real emotion seeping out of me..a lot of blah...It's ok though. Only 2 more days..well 1.5 really and i'll be home free! I'll have my stuff, my car, a box of gobbstoppers, jenna, and miles of road ahead. so yes..i shall be home friday evening around 6:30pm. Anyways...i know he said it was his life goal to be in one of my blogs...so KYLE..this one's for you. You have to be sure you don't cause trouble in kasson when you get there. I bet there will be a huge party in honor of your return...you'll be King for a day! and your mother will order you to CUT YOUR HAIR! oh wait...i didn't say that. Ahem! Anyways...I haven't much else to say except..BOY DID I SHOW TOM THE TUTOR TODAY! i brought in a piece of writing for this tutoring thing that i don't need..for those of you who don't know...and TOM was blown away by my 2,251 word paper. he didn't have much to say about it, but i just wanted to let you all know..that I SHOWED HIM this time. That that HAMMER PANTS TOMMY! muhahahaha....

Ok, so today is a beautiful day. It's absolutly gorgeous for this time of year. I'm in a great mood...BUT this morning didn't run so smoothly. I set my alarm for 6:45 am so that i could shoer and get ready for my 8 o clock class...well...i shut my alarm off and closed my eyes again for like 5 min, i always do that...well i opened them again after the 5 minutes had passed and well..seems someone had tacked 35 minutes onto that 5 minutes...IT WAS 7:25!!!! i was NOT going to fit in a shower...so i flew out of bed and brushed my teeth, pulled on some jeans and a sweatshirt..threw a bandana over my hair and went to class...i hardly had time for breakfast! It was terrible...Then i almost fell asleep in both classes this morning...History and Geography lecture...But i stayed awake..barely..and i got back to the room and went straight back to bed. i slept from 10 until 11:30 without a single interruption...it was soooo nice, but then my alarm went off again and i had to get up and shower so that i could go to Geogaphy Lab. I showered and almost fell asleep in the shower...then i came back to my room and fell asleep on the futon for 10 min...then i finally got ready for my day. I just coudln't shake my sleepiness....sooo...now i'm wired. I have so much energy! Too much i think, however i am hungry and i need to go eat...BUT...yeah..I am looking forward to the rest of my evening! WOOO HOOO!!!! OH WAIT...I get to go SUGAR SCRUB my fingers with Kelly!!! yayaya..mini manicure! Lata!

"Feeling tired
By the fire
The long day is over
The wind is gone
Asleep at dawn
The embers burn on
With no reprise
The sun will rise
The long day is over"

I'm tired...it's been a long day. Of course it was a monday..and monday's are often slow and sleepy like this, but i don't know. I did some work and i got some things done with my scholarship stuff. The above lyrics remind me of my winter break..and it has a sort of comfort, yet...i can't really explain what it makes me feel. I like the song, however, it leaves a sort of bittersweet memory of my time at home. *sigh* Only four more days until i can go home for spring break...and i'm really excited. I'm not doing much of anything, but my brother is having a birthday party and i get to go to that. It should be fun. i'm really random tonight, i have a lot on my mind these days...It'll pass. Anyways...Bring on the spring weather so that this gloomy winter will go away. I need to get some sleep though. I'm tired..I love you all...Take care! @-->------

My Mommy was here this weekend! yayayaya! I had a lot of fun. She went with me at 9:00pm to get ice cream from Belts...it was fun fun fun. We had a good time just the two of us, granted there wasn't much that we did, i still had a good time doing nothing with her. We went to breakfast this morning and that was a blast...Hey ma..."TAKE A PICTURE IT LASTS LONGER" or better yet..."COULD I BORROW A BOBBY PIN???"...she's so funny! Makes me laugh.
I had a concert today (choir concert yesterday and today) and that was fun...but when i was listening to the Choral Union sing...Mom made some comment about the older women who smelled "musty" in front of us. I was laughing so hard i was bawling. I couldn't stop laughing...i almost had to get up and leave. BUT i made it through! Then there is the page turner for our pianist. Boy oh boy...He can turn my pages! hahahaha He was cuuuuute! All dressed up in his tux and lookin' good, like a professional page turner. (haha..is there such a thing?) Anyways...he's all the choir girls' eye candy..gotta have something to look at don't we...our director looks like a walrus...for those of you who were in KM choir with me...or even the band...what is it with the animal people???? catfish? blowfish?? walrus??? i can't take this! AHHHH...i need to eat a peany butter and jelly sammich now..so i hope you all have a good evening. Thanks for the wonderful time Mommy...I love you!

It's interesting how one can make friends...I just went to the post office with some girl's from another hall...Two of which happen to be in my Comm Class. For some reason we all just kinda click..and it's nice. They swung by here and picked me up..and i might be going to see 8 mile with them tonight. It should be a good time. Anyways...The day is warmer and spring-like...i enjoy it. hee hee
I gave my St Patrick's Day speech today and i was so scared i could hardly get the words to come out of my mouth. Since when has Megan become frightened of public speaking??...i mean i always have been a little bit, but not THIS frightened. I don't know...BUT i did wear a green sweater today and green earings because i am a dork and my speech was about St Patrick's Day. hahaha....IT WAS A GOOD CLASS...Megan S and i were laughing so hard at this one kid. He was listening to speeches, but apparently he wans't very interested..and he got real fidgety..he started dozing off and was doing the head nod thing...you know..where someone is fall asleep and they can't control their head and it rolls all over the place....well he was doing that, but the funny thing was his eyebrows....he always raises his eyebrows when he talks..it's funny, but he kept doing it while he was sleeping. he'd raise his eyebrows then sort of come to...then he'd nod off again. It was hillarious..and i tried not to laugh, but you know...i couldn't help it!!! it was great! so yeah...anyways....i have to get ready to go to dress rehersal for choir..AHHH..have concert tomorrow and sunday. MY MOMMY IS COMING TO SEE ME SING....YAYAYAYAYA Good luck driving here momma..Don't speed...cops aren't very nice on 21...they're mean ones...Yez...must flee...see you soon

So today is a warm sunshiney day! i guess i can't say it's warm, but compared to the cold winter weather we had a couple of days ago...it's paradise. muhahahaha...PLUS i got a nap in today, granted it was only an hour nap, but hey, every little bit helps. SO make sure you watch tv tonight at 7pm...The president is going to be giving a speech about something, Most likely he'll tell us that we're going to attack Iraq tonight around 3am. SCARY stuff...so be sure to watch TV...i'm skeerd...eeep! It may not be serious like that, but i guess you never know!
Kelly is such a dork..she brushed out her curly hair and now it's all frizzy and she wants to me IRON it. HOW STRANGE! Then when i told her i couldn't do that beacuse i would burn all her hair off...so she told me to help her wash it in the sink then....she's so weird. I don't think i wanna know her anymore..JUST KIDDING KELLY! ANYWAYS...i need to go...
I believe there are monsters in the heater....maybe they are doozers from Fraggle Rock....i can not tell...Oh help me...I think we're under heater monster attack! BOMBS AWAY!!!!!

Today is a blah day. I'm kinda tired and sick of being awake. SO yeah, i can't decide if i'm in the mood for hip hop tonight...eh..we'll have to see. I have a dance aerobics exam tonight..aaah...half an hour to be exact...i don't want to take it..is that ok? no not ok megan...you MUST take the test...BOOOOO...why must my conscience always butt in? hmmm? why? well...i guess i should finish reading the book and head to the exam...argh....

Ok...so i'm an idoit..i posted the same thing twice and i don't know how to fix it..i guess it should award myself the idiot award for today...heh..Here's to you Megan! Just don't read the smaller of the two posts...(the second one is more interesting!)

I really hate it when i do that...GRRRRR...i always hit the wrong button and my post does not..post. GRRRRR...DARN BLOGGER!
So i hear that Geography lab was stupid today! I'm glad Kelly made me miss it...don't worry mom, i'm doing fine in that calss...it's all good...
YIPPEE FOR CADBURY CREME EGGS AND SARIE!!!!! THANK YOU times A MILLION! hee hee...
I have a silly choir concert this weekend...i don't wanna go to it. I just wanted to sing, i didn't want to actually be in a concert, i just wanted to sing a little. We have to wear all black too, i'm gonna feel like a goth girl. Maybe i should wear black lipstick and huge spikes? Yes?? no..scrap the whole goth thing. It's not my deal. ANYWAYS...i had to go and get a book that i have to read by tomorrow night...it's for an exam...it's called "KEEP MOVING!" keep moving..ah...i'm too lazy! hee hee...better get it read, it's not as much reading as i thought it would be...but still gotta take notes and study study study! hee hee..i'll get to it...
On the 22nd my brother is throwing a BIG BIRTHDAY BASH and i'm really excited about it. There are going to be some bands there and i was told by a really cute guy (Jamey's Buddy!) that i would be going as his date! His name is Aaron..He's a stellar stud muffin, a HUNK, Mr Wonderful and perfect in every way..(that's for you Aaron Boy!) And i'm going to be the luckiest girl at the party! hee hee..Wait, pinch me..am i dreaming. Too bad Aaron really has a girlfriend...i'm just the back up..hahaha...and ya know..i don't mind. People die...hahaha..JUST KIDDING. Arron is a great guy...i'm in for a good time..hee hee...Well... that should do it for ya Aaron..satisfied?
I must be going now..i have to read that darn book. Boo...Have a good day!!!

I hear Geography lab was stupid today, good thing Kelly didn't let me go. Oh man...it's ok mom, i'm doing fine in that class...don't you worry..yet. muhahahahaha...
YIPPEE for Cadbury Creme Eggs and Sarie!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU! You're the bestest in the westest! (or eastest!)
I have a silly Choir concert this weekend..and i don't wanna go. I just wanted to sing, i didn't want to actually be in a concert, i just wanted to sing a little. However...i suppose i can deal. i have to wear all black for the concert, i will feel like a goth girl..maybe i should wear spikes and black lipstick too...yes? no...ok. scrap the goth idea. I'm tired...i have to read "KEEP MOVING!" for a test i have tomorrow night. muhahaha..it's really not a lot of reading though, i thought it would be more than it is, BUT it's nothing. I'll get it done...and take notes and study study study! no worries! I have to go, i've got things to do....eh...sorta. Later..have a gooood day! giggles!

snow? SNOW? SNOW? How can this be?? I am so sick and tired of snow...why is it snowing? I need to walk to the library and get some stuff done, but i don't want to get snowed on..maybe i can wait to go to the library until later in the week, maybe someone will come with me later today. I don't want to go alone...furthermore..i don't want to go outside while it's snowing. This is terrible. I think i would like for SPRING BREAK to be right now. TODAY! For those of you who care, i am coming home on March 14th...I will be bringing Ginny, Heather, and Jenna home with me..should prove to be a good time. Anyways...I think i'm gonna maybe think about what i'm gonna do. hahahaha. Wish me luck and stuff. Hope you all have a good day...Watch out for Flying Fish!

and for those of you who might be curious...i am NOT a cat....i'm just...not...

This weekend was a tiring one. It's only 9pm and i'm tired. very tired. I did finally get to have "Gay movie night" with the CHAOS group. minus the C....(she was home celebrating her 4 3/4yr old birthday...Kate..are you sure you're 19?) so yeah...anyways...I have been drinking water like it's going out of style...but of course it isn't and that's a good thing. MY LIPS ARE CHAPPED I BELIEVE...but my chappy(chapstick) isn't helping, it just gets absorbed into my lips right away...perhaps i am dehydrated, which is possibly why i am drinking water..and why i continue to be thankful that water will not go out of style anytime soon. Wow..i'm so tired nothing makes sense. Early to bed...i think i'm going to eat an orange and then watch some TV or play some cards....or something. BUT yeah....What a beautiful weekend...only i didn't leave my dorm at all today...too cold i heard. *sigh* weather...a curious thing. Night..

It's is BEAUTIFUL outside today. *sigh* how wonderful. I walked to K-Mart with my roommate Kelly...and it was nice. we almost got run over, litterally...a bunch of guys were running behind us, and we didn't notice them until they were right behind us..sooooo...we moved. don't worry we survived. I'M SOOOO HYPER! Tonight i'm going to watch movies and play games with the girls from 3rd! YAYAYYAYAYA...Ok. i don't have anything else to say right now! BUT i will maybe write back later! happy SPRING!